On April 8th, 1982, Colleen Bradshaw went under the blade for her second cesarean section, and at 08:17 I was born. While growing up, I allowed my brother to speak for me, so I didn’t really start talking until I was nearly 3 years old and making many errors such as not saying my Rs. My parents found it so cute that at times they did not correct me, so during kindergarten I was receiving speech therapy. The city of Beaver, Utah with a population just over 2,000 did not have enough staff on board at Belknap Elementary to have a speech and language pathologist, so I went to receive speech therapy with three to four other special education students in a room that felt like an adapted office. I remember one special education instructor, and the small city irony came to play in that one of the students was his daughter.
By first grade, I was no longer receiving speech therapy, but my teacher still rotated attention as our class was so large we had 2.5 classes and I was in the .5 that was combined with second graders. My teacher was Mrs. Crook, and I remember wanting to pay attention to her even when I was supposed to be working on the first grader’s desk work and she was teaching something to the second graders. I can remember a few times she asked me to stop paying attention to her and do my work, but I guess even then I was paying attention to what my teachers were doing.
Candace Bradshaw, my first cousin, lived next door and we had kindergarten and first grade together, but finding herself in a different class than me the first day of second grade really upset her. I remember that first recess I got a punch in the arm because I was in a different class then her. Ever other year of elementary school we were in the same classroom, and she wished we weren’t. Candace and I were but two of the 12 Bradshaws in my class of about 90 students, so I had a lot of second and third cousins that I attended school with. I recall my mother saying I was related to about 85% of the town, so even those with different last names were extended family of some sort.
Between 6th and 7th grades, I had the opportunity to get a couple one-on-one lessons with Mr. Hink, the band teacher, on my brand new trombone. The Junior high school was combined in the same building as the senior high school, and the building was about 70 years old with parts of it condemned. As the gym was a restricted area, a new gym had been built with a band room on the second story, so the band students had a few more minutes to walk to and from band as it was technically off campus. Ground breaking was occurring for a new high school, but since there was already a music room in the new gym none was planned in the new high school.
All of my eighth grade, the new high school rose from the ground while the town speculated about what would happen to the old high school building. The historic building was set to be demolished, but there were those who wished it would be turned into a museum. In the end, the demolish crew got their payment to destroy the old high school, and between 8th and 9th grades I made sure to set aside the time to watch the old building get knocked into nothingness. Along with the students who cheered and saw this as entertaining, I noticed older citizens in tears and bearing flowers to commemorate the destruction of a beloved building.
Freshman year of high school was one of my busiest and most memorable school years. My extra curricular activities increased as I participated in football, wrestling, and the after school play along with still being in band and scouting. In the spring, I opted to work more hours at my job instead of doing baseball for the school, and I also found more time to develop friendships. Freshman year was the year the students from a neighboring town started to be bused in as their town only had primary school with classes K-8. In this new set of students were two new friends for me: Tyler and Craig. The new school building had a photography lab, and a local photographer was willing to teach one class a day on photography, and I decided to take it. I was the only freshman in a class mostly filled by seniors who were just trying to get an easy A, but I loved learning a new skill and a new way to look at the world.
We lived so close to home that my brother would drive the two of us home to eat lunch during our lunch hour. On Friday, May 16th,1997, my mom told my brother we would be moving to California. My brother had discussed this previously with my parents and was excited to go, but I had no clue. I walked in during the jubilation and asked what was happening. My mom had planned to tell us after school, but she had to tell me then. I went back to school a heartsick fool. Because my younger sisters didn’t know, I was asked not to tell anyone especially because my closest sister was in 7th grade and attending the same school. I saw my cousin Candace, and couldn’t tell her. I saw Tyler and Craig, and I couldn’t tell them. I went on an outing into the community to take pictures, and everything was becoming paste tense because in two weeks we’d leave.
Thursday, May 29th, we left town having sold many of our possessions and loading what we could in our 24-foot trailer, van, car and truck. June 1st, 1997 we drove into San Jose and began a new life. The city was HUGE having over 800,000 people. We spent six weeks living out of our trailer until we found a home that would have my brother and I attending Santa Teresa High School. I missed my friends and being able to go to the scout jamboree, but I met some new friends through church that made me aware of freshman band camp which I attended early in the summer. The week before school started, we had a busy schedule with marching band meeting daily to practice and get our show together.
Santa Teresa High School had more students than the population of Beaver, Utah. The school is campus style with multiple buildings and I heard rumor that the place was originally going to be a junior college. When I began attending, I was placed in one freshman class so I could get introduced to the school and later in the year complete my driver’s training since Beaver High School did its driver’s training quarterly such that students attended the class the quarter before turning 16. Two middle schools dumped into Santa Teresa High School, so many thought I was a freshman and came from the other middle school. I found it ironic to think this was my fourth year attending school in a high school building and people treated me like a freshman. Santa Teresa High school afforded me new opportunities. French, AP Calculus, Marching Band, Jazz Band, and a concert band that traveled to Hawaii were just a few of those offered that I fit into my schedule.
To attend college was expected of me by both of my parents. My parents had met in college and decided to quite school in order to settle down in a community with family close by and to start a family of their own. Their greatest desire for their kids when it came to education was that we would complete college and possibly continue on to receive even higher degrees than a bachelor’s degree. When it came time for me to decide where to go to school, I decided to stay at home to save on housing and go to a local university. My junior year, I had my choices narrowed down to two: Stanford University or San Jose State University. My sophomore year, we did a band day with SJSU, and I loved their band. My junior year, we did a band day with Stanford, and I was turned off by the craziness of the students. I decided not to apply to Stanford. I applied to SJSU, was accepted, and began attending the fall after I graduated from high school.
I began college as an undeclared major and taking two music classes: marching band and music appreciation. The band went to Hawaii that year when the college football team played there, and it was a lot of fun, but I did not continue playing in the marching band after my freshman year. My sophomore year I declared business accounting and mathematics as my double major. My thought process was that I would love to teach, so degrees in these two areas could lead to just such a career OR some other business adventure that might come my way. After a semester of business and accounting classes, I knew business accounting was NOT for me, so I dropped that major and was left with math. Well, math is a very narrow field of study where one can be an actuary or a teacher. I wasn’t too excited about teaching math for the rest of my life, so I began to re-evaluate what I was going to do with my schooling.
My life changed for the best when I married Emily, and I continued evaluating who I was and who I wanted to be. She helped me to keep my dream of teaching alive while encouraging other endeavors that might be more lucrative. We had made a decision that I would change my major. One day, while traveling through the social science building, I noticed a flier stating what classes were needed to get a degree in economics. I had taken two economic classes, and I really enjoyed them both. I noticed that my business accounting and mathematic classes would apply to a bachelor of science’s degree in econ, after discussing it with an advisor, I found I could be done with school a year earlier and have many more employment opportunities available to me with a degree in econ than a degree in math. Emily was also in favor of the decision, so by May of 2006 I was wearing a cap and gown holding our two week old daughter and celebrating a successful four years at university, but listening to the commencement addresses I didn’t sense that my life was commencing but that a long drug out process was concluding.
To put me through school, we both worked. I worked for a company that provided life skills training to individuals with developmental disabilities. Upon graduation, I continued to work at the same place doing nearly the same job and getting paid the same amount as before I had my degree. After a year, the company downsized, and I was given a wonderful severance package and warm wishes to a bright future. Emily and I had been discussing moving to a place where we could own a home, so we got serious about searching for a new place. After very little deliberation, we took up residence in the Treasure Valley in Idaho where I got a job continuing to work with the developmentally disabled, and after six months I found myself on night shift. Working at night, things are quieter and there is more time for reflection and personal evaluation, and I began to realize that though my work was rewarding, it was not what I was passionate about. I had a passion to teach, but not mathematics, economics and certainly not business accounting. My passion is to be a band teacher.
A book called The Five Secrets You Must Discover Before You Die by John Izzo helped me to realize that I must be true to myself and do what is my life long passion. By doing so, I would be happier. There I was, 26 years old and finally deciding to do with my life what I wanted to do, and even though the thought of having to go back to school for 4 more years was daunting, I was willing to make the sacrifice in order to do what I love. I set a goal to be teaching music by the fall of 2014.
With some quick research, I found that the College of Idaho was in the very city I was living in. From the beginning, I fell in love with the College of Idaho, and though I started the application process in late November, the first week of January 2009 I began classes to get my certificate in music education. If all goes as currently planned, I will achieve my goal of teaching music a year early, and it will be at the age of 30 with approximately 20 years attending school that I will commence my life long career of being a band teacher.